Spiders

I am very afraid of spiders. When I see a very big one and I have to kill it I will start to tremble, tears will come in my eyes and fear over takes me. That's especially if they are huge. I was walking up our basement stairs yesterday and we have a brownish carpet on the steps. As I was going I suddenly saw something that looked like a very large spider sitting in the corner of the step. I frantically ran for a shoe and when I got there I hit at him and he ran. I started to panic and ran down the stairs where he was dropping to the floor. I grabbed our bug spray and got him. I think I basically drowned him. Anyway, I was so relieved to see him curl up and die. I made my husband pick it up when he got home.